LooKiNg aheAd 4 A WoNdErFuL FuTuRe...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Hi pp !

Very long nv update already

I found a new job at a call centre and busy teaching swimming and tuition too..

I love my gf, Ruth !!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

0 loves teddies @ 6:49 PM

Hi pp !

I m back again. Yup. I think I need to start writing cuz I wanna keep it as a diary of my life. Reading back the posts i posted since 2005, i realised this time rd I really change already.

I m much happier. I am a certified Lifesaving Instructor now and just passed my Swimming Instructor course.. I am so happy.. Best of all, I have found my love - Ruth !

Actually I have 2 more dreams - Being a singer and starting a small business.

I will be working hard to start a new business soon. As for singing, I leave it for opportunities to come knocking on my door !

I will finish NS next month. After NS, I will start working and subsequently enroll into NTU. If I am given another wish, I will wish that I can enter NTU's new course - BSC Sports Science & Management.

I love ruth !

Monday, June 09, 2008

0 loves teddies @ 9:30 PM

Hi pp !

My busy wk has officially started..
gonna start my NCAP theory course tml..
den continue on Award of Merit Course on Wed.
NCAP Theory again on Thurs.
Fri will b outing day with frens..
Saturday & Sunday will b working days..

I wanna take powerboat license..

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

0 loves teddies @ 8:24 PM

Sld i accept her love ? Seriously, I m not ready for yet another relationship.. Cuz after all it will end one day.. anyway i do not have time for relationships !

Tues - Thurs i will b attending courses for 1 month.. Monday will be training day.. Sat & sun working days.. so when is Jeremy free ?

Ans: Fri evenings from 5pm till 11pm. Other days and timings not free !

Sorry pp.. Only for this 1 month ok ?

Saturday, May 31, 2008

0 loves teddies @ 11:14 PM

My life is sad now..

So no life.. Work everyday..

I m disappearing into thin air soon..

0 loves teddies @ 11:07 PM

Yesterday was becca's b'day party.. haha.. it will so fun la ! cuz we had a mini JC gathering.. Played lots of games.. den chatted alot.. Missed those times back in JC.. Nice meeting u pp jie meis !!

Today i went for Swimming Coach training den met amelie for dinner.. Haha.. We chatted alot too.. Cuz it was exactly 1 yr 6 mths that we last met. and the best thing is.. we r close butties (buddies).. haha.. den we got so horny as we discussed abt our sex lives.. haha..

Tml i will b working again ! Den go back camp for another sad week...

Life goes on..

Monday, May 26, 2008

0 loves teddies @ 7:40 PM

i need to be more independent ! Hmmm.. I can't seem to find a fren where i can tell my problems to. There was one last time.. However, not now as somehow she had feelings for me thus we r quite distant apart now..

I intro my ex a job.. Hmm.. Dunno whether if she wans it not. I mean.. I always planned her future for her.. I wan her to have a good life, happy family.. But somehow, she tinks otherwise.. Wadever i did for her, it's for her own good.. Mayb i did not do it in a nice way.. dat's all.. Hmmm.. Seriously, have i ever loved a gal b4 ? I dunno.. I really dunno..

I m wary of pp ard me.. Every1 has thier own selfish tendency.. I have to learn to be heartless.. I feel dat i m too kind sometimes..

I m keeping all my troubles & problems to myself..

Anyway, an interesting thing happened today.. My eyes met the eyes of a NYP gal.. yupz.. for quite long.. haha..

Saturday, May 24, 2008

0 loves teddies @ 11:53 PM

Hmmm.. Chatted with Crystal online juz now.. Erm.. wait a min.. I mean.. we dun really chat alot.. Juz hi and bye and some other stuffs..

Her nick reads 'cos i really miss those times with you', Hmmm.. Seriously, I hope that the person she miss the most was me.. But i doubted so.. I mean.. I feel that I was not even significant enough to make an impact in her life. Serious.. She was a nice gal.. Wad can u expect from a gal studying in a top Jc, giving sweet little gifts to brighten my days, doing sweet things to melt my heart. She was near perfect. However, that's the past. I do not enjoy such privilege from her anymore.. I love her.. not love-d.

I m sad when i tink of her, when i tink of our sweet and sad memories.. It's over.. sad..